The razors I have are old and aren’t as sharp as I want to. I just want to cut deeper and deeper until more and more blood comes pouring out of the cuts. I just want to bleed. I need to forget all these feelings. I need to forget. I REALLY need to find new razors…. Guess who’s going shopping for pencil sharpeners tomorrow?
Also, I thought more often than not what it would be like to commit suicide… Would I feel relieved? I just want to forget. I want to stop feeling this. I want to stop being a burden to everyone. I just want to sleep and never wake up.
